between logic and sense

Here I lay, bare naked on the floor
shivering down my spine
As I lean back on the cold damp wall 
shivers of cold or shivers of fear

Fear of being alone
Fear of being without you
until the end of days
Yet you're not here, to catch my fall
As my head hit the concrete floor

My heart cries out
Cries a name that has condemned
My destiny to hell
Please god lift this curse tonight

Reminiscence of a broken heart
Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall
Your every lie went for the kill

My heart and tears are in discord
The first battle with the pain
The fears battle to yearn to avenge the pain
Now all I hear
Are eerie chants
Slowly I shut my tired eyes
Pray it's not my epilogue

Fear of being alone
Fear of being without you
Until the end of days
Yet you're not here, to catch my fall
As my head hit the concrete floor

My heart cries out
Cries a name that has condemned
My destiny to hell
Please god lift this curse tonight

Reminiscence of a broken heart
Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall
Your every lie went for the kill

I just can't seem to make it out
Between my logic and sense
Is this me the best I can ever be
Your prayers will not suffice

It's a reminiscence of a broken heart
Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall
Your every lie went for the kill

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serenade

That thought never cross my mind
That you could leave
And vanish into nothingness
Left us alone

I shall never forget the moment that I heard the news of you
Nothing gonna be the same again
I never thought that all the problems you kept in had a glimpse of truth

These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you

You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep

Every now and then your smile
Appears before me
Only then I realize it's all just a dream
Your ghost still linger upon us
As it watches over
My every step

These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you

You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep

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Sweet Lullaby

Haven't you heard about a fairy tale?
At a winter's night end of the year in five
The given one land to the world and now
Haven't you received a message from her?
That she's writing down on the wall with words of luck and stars
And you know, it's all just lies

To show you I missed
Those words out from your lips
You're a curse you're my gift

I wipe all your tears
At the side of the hill
When you felt all your fears

Please tell me all
Your alibis you left
This suffering comes twice
Sweet lullaby your angel lies you sing
I dream of you tonight
The world collide I still survive you have
My heart and ripped it out
We're breaking up you watch me fall
It's so fragile inside

Oh glory brightest son of life
Stop dropping me down
Don't take away don't kill the light
And now I've gone blind
And now if I owe you one I soon will refund
I'd rather stand with broken arms than feel my heart burn

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